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Finally got my contacts back!
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Happy to be able to wear my contacts again, I took a few pictures to celebrate!:D

Sheena Schmitt Lolita Girl


Sheena Lolita Girl

Hannari Tofu and I (Stacked Tofu!)

Hannari Tofu and I Again

Sheena Peace
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My First Lolita Outing!
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I was finally able to wear my Baby, The Stars Shine Bright dress out yesterday to a party at my Mom's work! I was a little sad that I had to wear my glasses with the outfit (although it wasn't too bad in the end), but I will be going to the eye doctor later this week so hopefully I will get more contacts soon! Here are some photos of what I wore (I had to take most of these myself since I couldn't find anyone to take the photos):









Similar to the other pictures, but I liked the pretty background:




This was taken in my room, which needs to be cleaned so I used a creative touch ^o^!




For dessert they served tiramitsu cake, which surprised me! Very good!


No AP Fruits Parlor for me.....T_T
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As mentioned in a previous post I was excited because I was going to be getting the mint version of the Fruits Parlor Jsk. I had been paying on it week by week over a month...I couldn't wait to finish payments. Well, I was supposed to receive my dress over a month ago...and I still haven't received it. Of course I didn't get a tracking number because I am stupid. This was my first really big purchase for one single dress so I am really disappointed. It must have been stolen from my doorstep or lost in the postal system. This isn't the first time something has been stolen from me...but its the most expensive thing. After the dress was shipped it should have arrived in 2-3 business days, well I checked the mail IMMEDIATELY when it came everyday for like two weeks straight and there was nothing. This leads me to believe that either the thief is very fast or the postal system did in fact lose my package or someone at my post office is a stealing bastard and keeps stealing my packages! Either way, I have filed a report with USPS and also went to the local cop shop to file a report. I'm hoping that they figure something out. The cop I filed the report with said that I might be able to get restitution for my loses...I really hope that is the case because in total I have lost about $280 worth of merchandise plus some items that are irreplaceable that my penpals sent to me from Germany and Korea. I am very sad and angry about all this....I just don't understand how someone could do this to me. I'm am honest person so it just seems unfathomable.

Envying The Recluse
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I have so many regrets in my life its pathetic. I wish I could start over from scratch and do everything differently. I'm rarely ever happy and when I am it is fleeting. I wonder what its like to live someone else's life...are the majority of people happy or are they generally like me? I've spent a large part of my life alone just thinking about how things are: what its like to have a bunch of close friends, what its like to have birthday parties, what its like to be in love, what its like to go off to college, general things like that. All the answers to these things are the same, disappointing. I spend so much time thinking about things that my mind blows them out of proportion and nothing that happens ever lives up to my expectations and dreams. I wish I wasn't like this but its too late to change my entire personality and being. At times I think I would be happier being completely alone having no contact with the outside world, living in my fantasy world. A recluse's life where I make my own reality. I've tried to be social, tried to be nice, tried to fit in and belong...nothing ever comes from it. They say things change over time and that things get better, well I've been waiting my entire life (24yrs) and NOTHING has changed and NOTHING has gotten better. How much longer do I have to wait? Until I'm 60 and life is coming to an end? I pretend that everything is alright but the pretending is cutting out my soul and leaving me bitter and downright mean. I hate who I am, who I've become, and who I will be if things carry on this way.

Black Friday Dread
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Soon in the morning, 8:30am, I shall be at work....work sucks but I fear today will be exceptionally sucky. All those idiots out on Black Friday like sheep to the slaughterhouse making my day a living hell. Demanding, impatient, ungrateful (mostly women) customers who don't care about anyone but themselves and what sort of "deals" they can get. I'll put on my fake smile as usual and take their gruesome manners but on the inside I think I will have died just a little....is this what the holiday season is for? Glutony? Let's just hope there isn't another death at Wal-Mart.

Fruit Parlor!!!
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In about a month or so I will be getting one of my favorite Angelic Pretty prints! Fruit Parlor Jsk in mint! The seller was very understanding and is letting me pay for the dress over several weeks! I could have never have gotten it otherwise since I never have a large sum of money in my hands to just spend on one single item T_T....I hope these weeks fly by and that I somehow have extra money to pay sooner! The dress also comes with matching socks!

AP Fruit Parlor Jsk - Mint:



AP Fruit Parlor Socks - Pink (not the mint version but I think they will still match well!):



After I get the Jsk and socks I would like to get a couple other AP items that go with the set, which might be tough to find :(

AP Fruit Parlor bag - Mint:



AP Fruit Parlor headband - Mint:



AP Tea Party Shoes - Mint:


Doctor Day
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Today I FINALLY went to the doctor's for my little problem...having to go to the bathroom often and having to go like NOW! I've had this problem for about two years now and was always afraid to go the the doctors plus its expensive to see a doctor without insurance. Luckily I am a member of the Oneida tribe so I can get care for free if I go to the reservation (so I was really being stupid about not going). Well, I did it today! It was what I had thought all along...a UTI or a Urinary Tract Infection. The doctor said that my UTI was very high and was surprised I wasn't more uncomfortable than I was. Instead of the typical 3 day prescription she gave me a 10 day prescription! Triple the dose haha! Hopefully things will go back to the way they used to be soon. It will be nice not having to go to the bathroom EVERY time I have a break at work or worry about having to go to the bathroom at work while I'm working. One stress off my mind.

Hair and Quakes!
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Today I got my hair cut...well my bangs cut mostly the rest of my hair was just trimmed. Later on after I got out of work I had some snacks including Quakes...cheddar flavored. Highly recommended.


Work With No Sleep
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I had to work today at 7am...and I didn't get a wink of sleep!!! Yeah, I had lots of fun with that. I also forgot to bring my instant mac cup thingamajig to make....me was so so hungie! When I finally got home I barely got in the door and I passed out, blanky in hand. The bed was nice and warm and the pillow nice and cozy for my poor little head. Soon after my little nap I got some viddles (food) and now here I am...one bean burrito left and a diet coke in hand. It's the good life.

Oh yeah about why I didn't get any sleep. I was obsessed with checking crap on my iPod touch I just recently got. Mesa likesa!!! Definitely worth the lethargic woozy feeling of the day. AMEN!

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